the calm before the storm.

March 3, 2008 at 7:40 am (poetry)

it wells up inside me
i’m on the edge
and its beautiful
i periodically will myself towards this insanity,..
it seems to be my only escape.
i don’t want to dwell another second,..
recalling how fucked up all of this is.

in constant warfare
of being human
we are conditioned to hold onto our sanity.
indoctrinated, to be sane productive
inductees..